Saturday, November 14, 2009

The plague

I hate you, but I can't. Guilt ridden thoughts, I grovel at your feet.
I cling to your words yet the lies crash against me, slowly seeping in and planting their seeds.
Why can't I just rid myself of you?
The roots of the lies encompass my brain, my vision is tainted and all I see is the black hole of deception. Dog eat dog world, but I don't want to be a cannibal. Abnormal. Do I have any other choice?
Walking alone in fields of hatred, why can't I choose my own path?
My path has been walked many times before, what waits for me at the end?
Surely I can prolong this madness, I'll be the righteous on in a swarm of black.
You're like a plague, making people sicker by the minute.
But it won't shut off, it never shuts off.
Why me?

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